8.4.13
bittersweet eh?
1.4.13
Tak terucap
17.6.12
Nota Cinta
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
6.8.11
How can I,myself be my future children's mother
Okay,I promise it would be the juiciest one.Hehe
And yeah,as I confirmed,I am a very loving person.Heh,it's not like I'm isi-ing the basket and angkat sendiri,But I honestly think that I'm loving person.I love kids.Especially cute and adorable one.They made my day happier than ever.But somehow....
I just don't know how to take care a baby. :( When they cry,I don't even know what they want,either they need sleeps or they want some milk.My nephew,Azrul and Ashraf.I don't even know how to entertain them well but I just catering them (especially Ashraf) just the way they wanted.If he wanna play ball,so lets play them.If he wanna play bowling,lets play them evendoe its just annoying sometimes cause I had to mengalah everytime. -,- .Beside,when my nephew merajuk,or meragam I don't know what to do.Choiiiiii.But my younger sister (Safiana) does know how to handle this.Credit goes to her!!


I don't really know why I talked about parenthood.But I get this idea when I saw how rajin and hardworking are my mother.You know,after sahur.she definitely going to bake 7 jenis kuih untuk jual kat kedai.While I were at school nasib baik my older sis (Nana) and my older bro (Epul) manage to help her.That is how my mother cari our rezeki.We are not in rich families anyway.Today is Saturday,so I helped her.
Ya Allah,blessed my parents and loved them the way the loved me when I was little.Amin.
17.6.11
Love is a fun topic.

Lately I've been stalking on Demi.Haha.Just kidding.Don't u realize how perfect her skin was.And I love her big smile even it looks weird sometimes ;D
So since I grew up,I notice that some of my friends started to asked me, "hey safiah,do u have boyfriend?" or "hey,safiah do u crush on someone" but honestly NO.erk,except for the 2nd question.Muahahahahahaha
Yeah lot's of my friends already dating someone only a few lah yang pegang status single.And sometimes cannot stand to see how loyal they shud be to their bf's/gf's because I don't have to that.I'm freeeeeeeee.
From my observation,it's true that people said: "selalunya bf dia buruk,awek dia cun and sebaliknya" I wonder how could that happen.And now I knew why,cuz look doesn't matter.What matter in a relationship is : trust,honesty and loyalty.

12.6.11
Alya Maskuri,aku sekolah esok.
Okay,esok aku sekolah.Tapi kengkawan aku ramai yang pergi sekolah esok sebab they all kat Universiti tak pun tanam anggur kat rumah.Huhuhu.

Ini Alya Maskuri.Awek ku sayang..Hari ni birthday dia.Happy Birhtday bebeh.Yeah even I'm not the first one to wish you but it doesn't mean that I forget you...Infact,I care deeply about you :-*

Aku ingat lagi first time kita jumpa dalam dorm berjaya.Aku boleh main rebut loker??Tak matang betul aku.And ada pulak yang cakap aku ni kembar kau sebab muka lebih kurang.Ish ish ish.....and kita jadi besties sebab satu dorm and satu kelas.Plus,katil pun sama,beza kau katil atas aku katil bawah je.Hehe.Yang tak leh blah tu,akhir tahun f4 aku gaduh dengan kau.Tak matang betul aku...Entah camne bila form 5 ni aku boleh terlibat dalam Tongol's.Hahah.Seronok :)
Pejam celik-pejam celik dah SPM,pejam celik lagi dah keluar result.Alhamdulillah,geng kita dapat result ok.Wedot 7a,Mira 6a,Kerie 1a,Aku,kau,Leha and Nad dapat 3a.Ok lah tu.And finally,korang semua end up kat UITM,aku pergi form 6.Ehemm,aku doakan kita semua berjaya hingga pringkat Phd.Amin.Hehe.
Kat U tu jangan gaduh-gaduh ye dengan Kerie,Leha and Wedot.Kekal kan persahabatan tu sampai sem 6.Tapi tak semestinya tak kawan dengan orang lain.Aku harap sangat Tongol's berkawan sampai tua.Amin.
Lastly,jaga diri ya :) Iloveyou and ingat,pape masalah boleh datang kat aku.Aku kan kaunselor.HAHAHAAHHAAH
17.5.11
Brands Outlet:Last day @ work,15,May.2011





So by now,I am officially not working at BO anymore.Which is a lil bit sad cuz
1/I don't earn money like I did for the past few months.AHH.Celah mana income nak datang?
2/I miss the grouping area te fitting room.Hehe.
But we have to accepted the fact that every Hello ends with a Goodbye.I will miss u guys in the future.
Membebel.

15.5.11
Space.

Hey there.I saw you online.Remember my last text?It's actually mean,I wont appear on your life,ever again. ;)
We need space.
You need space.
I'm so glad u dunno nothing about blog.I don't want u to read this.Hehe.
4.5.11
Dah Jumpa!!!
Its funny when I met someone who has the same faith as I am.I thought that boys annoys me,and he thought that girls annoys him.You hate girls and I hate boys.And both of us still believe that someone yang jujur still out there.Which mean,semua orang serupa,tapi tak sama.
Haha.We got something in common :)
P/S:I hope someday we'll find our right person so that we could throw away this faith.I mean,sampai bila nak camni.
Btw,ada orang tu memperlekehkan kepercayaan aku ni.Kena paham,aku takkan jadi camni sebab seorang lelaki je,mesti ada banyak sebab lain.So tolong hormat kepercayaan aku ni ok.TQ.When I started to trust some guy,don't ask me "where's my DTB faith?" because I always had the right instinct about trusting somebody except YOU because all u did was nak me-nampak-kan aku ni jahat,bitch etc.I appreciate all your hard work,wrote hurtful post about me.(Even I ask orang tu to STOP it but orang tu keep wrote it).I said "sorry" but why so hard to forgive.Taknak maafkan takpe,tak payah nak buruk2 kan nama orang.Jangan nak cakap aku yang sakit kan kau.Sebab kau tu yang melebih-lebih.Kau ni mengada-ngada.Tak tahan aku.Don't make me hate you. *Readers dont ask me who.
1.5.11
Family & Old mates :) *very short post

and I own a speaker which I can connect with my MP4 player and as soon when I knew it,I throw up a party in my bedroom tapi alone sahaja.Me time ;)
Cannot wait to decorate the room.Plus,the internet connection are super duper fast!Trust me.

Then I went to Times Square to attend The Sek Ren Reunion party.Somehow,I was late!

and I missed the gathering.I only got the chance to meet the boys,Fatimah,Adlina and Mai (girl in white shawl).
24.4.11
Ohhhh Lany Zubir :')

23.4.11
Suka.
8.3.11
Baru perasan...
"Family isn't about the blood u carry,it's about who u loves and who loves u" -The Spy Next Door.
Hmmm ada kebenaran nya :D
Actually aku tak berapa suka la dekat someone dalam family aku (Kalau nak cakap benci tak jugak.hehe) atas reason yang tertentu.
Bila aku tengok cerita The Spy Next Door tadi and terdengar ayat tu,aku rasa tersentap pulak.Untuk mengelakan aku berfikir banyak2 aku pun pergi kemas kotak2 kat bilik.Then terjumpa pulak tulisan "dia".Dia tulis all our family name and the funny part is when "dia" tulis,"Never let u go".Opsss tersentap lagi.
Nampaknya aku je tak pandai appreciate orang.
rasanya It's okay kot because everyone does stupid mistake.Haven't you?
Anyway,kalau siapa perasan la aku pernah tulis status kat FB "If u're 18 and single,and a boy charater show up it turn out to be "boy's agreement and ladies choice" "
I don't really know why I wrote that but for sure there is a boy.(make it a boysss).There's a boy I really like,the boy I love and the boy who like me.
Tapi,the boy I love had disspearrrrrrr.Alhamdulillah.*I text him and he never replied anymore.
The boy I like,is gone.(I mean aku dah tak tengok dia hari-hari)
What's left is the boy who likes me.
Easy enough to say is,Love is simple.People only make it complicated.
Uggghhhh.Btw,u said I cant be single?hahaah
27.2.11
My dad.My hero

okayyyy sape tengok Nasi Lemak Kopi O kat TV9 pukul 8.30 hari jumaat lepas?.haaa time tu my father tengah on air ni!Ok ok aku faham ada yang termissed maybe pergi sekolah ke,maybe masih berdengkur kat atas katil ke kan..tapi takpe,sebagai balasan beli buku motivasi santai ayah saya okay :D (tanggungjawab seorang anak untuk promote buku ayahnya)
actually tak sangka sangat papa boleh made it this far.Masa aku tengok TV tu aku rasa cam nak tampar-tampar je muka aku ni,like "betul ke ni papa?".Kalau u olss nak tau,papa ni kan seorang yang tak mudah putus asa tau and sentiasa nak lebih dari orang lain.Kalau dia cari barang yang hilang (eh,sape yang tak tau,papa aku ni seorang OKU cacat penglihatan tau) dia cari je sampai dapat then kalau memang dah terpaksa minta tolong then baru dia panggil anak dia ni.
Bukan senang kita nak belajar komputer dengan keadaan tak nampak ni tau.tengok betapa sabarnya papa sampai boleh terbit buku ni!Entah-entah papa lagi pandi guna komputer dari aku sendiri.Hehe.
Lagi satu,papa ni kita tak boleh tipu dia sebab kalau tipu mesti kantoi ni.HAHAHAH.So,thats why lah walau sekecil atau sebesar kejahatan yang aku buat di luar pengetahuan papa,aku mesti bagitau jugak,Samada cepat atau lambat je.Bukan apa,aku takut kantoi pape kang.HHAHAHA
Papa kita semuanya hebat kan?Alhamdulillah papa kita masing-masing ada kelebihan dan kekurangan tersendiri.So thats why lah sume mengaku papa nya hebat.Bersyukur lah dengan papa yang dikurniakan kat kita.alhamdulillah.
Papa korang pulak camne?
26.2.11
I like him.I like him a lot!

1/Kalau nak baca,janji keep it as a serect.
Eh?iyeke?dah tentu blog,mesti sume orang tahu.ISH. (kenapa aku bermonolog ni?)
Hmmmm actually kan,aku ada suka kat seorang ni.Hehe.(malu la).Tak tau la nape aku suka usha2 dia ni.Tapi aku rasa tak lama kot perasaan ni.Kan?O,begini rasanya menyukai jantina berlawanan..(hak tuiii mcm before ni tak pernah couple lak :p )Tak kau tau,bila aku dapat number phone dia aku rasa cam happy giler.Nak lompat-lompat pun ada ni!Hahaha.Buat malu kaum DTB je!
Teringat pulak Cikgu aku pernah cakap. "lelaki ni boleh sayang ramai-ramai perempuan.That's why lah they all boleh kahwin 4.hehe.Tapi kalau perempuan pulak boleh sayang sorang laki je.Tak gitu?" and tetiba teringat mak aku pulak pesan "Lelaki ni boleh pilih mana perempuan yang dia nak" .Heyyy apalah nasib.And kawan aku pesan "Kau jangan cari jantan piah,cari lelaki" manakala Abg Krul pesan "Adk,jangan cari lelaki,cari lah cinta.Insyallah kekal"
Betapa semua orang sayang kat aku ni.hihi.
Anyway,aku dah berazam sejak kurun lamanya,aku tak nak lah terjebak dalam kancah "mabuk bercinta tak hengat dunia" ni.CTH:Lebihkan pakwe dari famly and kawan,dah tu baru lps balik dating ni nak g webcam dengan si dia pulak.hmmmm.Sebab aku terkezut tengok kawan aku sorang ni siap kasi statement "Takleh hidup oh takde awek" .(nak muntah).Maybe u ollss akan cakap "eleh,kau tak rasa lagi" tapi takpe,aku akan sedaya upaya mengekalkan prinsip ni.Amin.Tapi aku sangat support lah mereka yang cakap "single is heaven".Yeahhhh gitu lah!
knowing that,so I made a list!
- Someone who penting kan famly n kawan.Bukan apa,sbb aku pun nk lebih kn famly n kawan jugak.Hahaha
- Someone who not so handsome lah.At least good looking la,Kemas gitu kan (aik,bukan memilih rupa).aku tak nak yang handsome sbb apa tau,kang aku tengah dedating ni,datang lak minah sound2 aku cakap aku amek BF dia.Padahal Bf dia tu playersss.Sape yg terkena ni?
- Someone who I can trust.Tetau la,aku kan ada masalah dalam mempercayai lelaki kan.So this is important!
- Someone who loves me for who I am and loves my family and friends.Ni dah biasa dengar dah.Siapa je tak nak kan?
- Someone who respect woman.Yes.This one is also very penting!
ah.malas lah.Sikit-sikit je sudah.hahah.So apa pendapat korang?
23.2.11
Remember the night we...

Peace Be Upon You.
Well peeps,everyone have their own stories to tell and I got mine too :D
"Remember the night we stay up just laughing,smiling for hours at anything.We drove the night and crazy in love."
Hmmm ingat lagi tak?Time tu aku dan kau baru je kenal tau.Hehe.Kau kejut aku time subuh.Sanggup kau eh
"When the light go out,we'll be safe and sound.We take control of the world like we had it all,to hold on to and we'll be a dream..."
Time aku sensorang,kau selalu je ada.and vice versa.Awwwww
"Do you remember the night we made our dreaming,hoping of being someone big and we were so young and too crazy in love"
Aku paling suka time ni.Banyak betul harapan yang kita bina sesama.Cehhhh.Lawak sungguh.Aku suka kau.
Tapi.
Thing's change.
11.2.11
Maybe your Safiah's has grown up?

Peace Be Upon You readers :D
I remember when I was like 12 I sneak out with one of my girlfriend to KLCC to meet some guy.Yeahh that is so berani of us,then I thought I should stop but it's hard to control myself :p.Have u feel when u did something bad and u feel good about it?I went there too!
Then when I get 13,I started to date.Meeting friends at the futsal,here,there and started to lepak malam-malam (tapi depan rumah je pun) till my father said "enough,I hantar u to a boarding skul".I was like?
Fast foward,when I get 15 years old.I dated again and this time is different.There's only me and him.But nothing happened seriously!Bila fikir balik,"How come aku sangat berani time tu??Hello,u're 15!".Maybe I just trusted him.Kan?
Now,belum sampai 18 lagi pun I started to worked and I don't know why I always wanna lepak with my friends.Last Chinese New year I went a vacation with my BO's friends and I go jamming with them? It's hard to explain this feeling that I experienced right now.So,betul lah orang cakap,remaja ni semua benda nak cuba because that is exactly what I felt and I want it so bad.
Dulu,I am Safiah who went to school and sometimes blog.This time is different sikit,I am Safiah who went to work but earn 2 off day a week and sometimes blog.Your Safiah has grown up.(Maybe)
Maybe I'm wiser now.More patient. Calmer. Toned down. I wanna be like that. I've learned that life is a river. You could either float with it, swim in it, or you drown.I felt like sharing this because I know a teen and sebaya like me are going through the same thing as I am.I hope I'm able to cope with this grown up stuff :P And let's pray aku tak terjebak dalam gejala culture shock.Amin.And terjebak dalam cinta bangang yang meleret-leret.Amin.